I'm glad u are wat u are
I started listening from the 3rd album and worked my way backwards. Honestly speaking, if I'd started with the 1st album, I'm not sure if I'd be a fan today. Esp like the song "Butterfly" from tt album. Dun see it anywhere else tho?
I'm sure everyone will be able to trace ur change n ur growth thru the 3 albums and even on "Ultrasound" as well as the concert album. It's GREAT! The texture, variety, variations etc. Ur hard work is not in vain, in time, u'll reap a reward for ur effort :)
Feel rather silly talking to thin air but hey, it's a free world and maybe people are entitled to be crazy :) Pls continue to be urself and create great music. U'll have lots of help from God :)