Dear DT:
I would rather say that this message is not posted to you but to myself. I've never dreamed of you reading what I wrote or am writing. What I do care about is the messages from you. I don't merely mean the letters or words by you; I'm much more concerned about something spiritual.
I've been really down recently, for some unknown reason. I feel I am struggling all the time in such a world, almost no love, no sympathy, no warmth. It is such a world, but it is my home. Whenever I feel cold, I just turn to your music. It's like an addiction from which I don't want to get out. I just wonder how can you have so much love to share with us? Or you yourself are also searching for love?
I keep telling myself to spread love to others or at least just make the people around me feel being loved, even a little love----sth I can do. But no matter how hard I tried, I've got nothing but coldness.
I'm confused and frustrated.
What can I do???
What should I do???
BTW, I am looking forward to the opening of your official website. Anyway, DTFC will be your home on the Internet FOREVER and be mine as well.
God Bless you and TS!
