dear david:
i,m so sorry that i can,t stay in here for a long time ,so sometimes i,ll fell why i must be a student ?why i shouldn,t do something ,you know i always so sad ,just cause i,m living in a small city that,s means i have to do so many things which i totally don,t wanna do i can,t see you in person but you don,t know when i lose my confindence i,ll think of you ,you storng spiarents influent me !
yesterday night my brother gave me a call from American he told me that now he lived in Los Angelas he felt so happy and he finnally know what was the real life this is the hardest thing in this world,and you have to do something just for your wonderful life i don,t know why i don,t wanna to know what,s life and i prefer to be a little girl always just like that day that year in that age ,i don,t wanna be a grown-up now !nobody knows why ,i can,t stand all the difficulties do you know ?i really can,t stand it ,all my thoughts is simple i just want the freedom just do what i wanna do just want what i want!sometimes i .ll admire my borther ,he also so strong and she carried throuth that what he did !so he can relized all his dream ,i do remember that day when he life china to united states i cried so upset and i told him i wanna be a girl who is so strong that can do the great things like him ,now i still belive in myself can do it i,ll practice english everyday i promise !though now i can express my feelling in english but i know there are so many mistake in my words,but my friends and my brother told me if you can make others know what you said then it,s ok!
now i have to go it,s time to have the class this is what i last wanna do
yours melody
sorry i also don,t know what,s the date today but i,ve used to live a life like this !
take care !
