早上,不對,準確説是中午。迷迷糊糊起來,剛連上網絡,就收到Dean的消息。
“第二封信,他似乎要寫日記了。”
發了一個shuai過去,立刻跑到fans互動找帖子。
呵呵,其實是不用找的,大大的,醒目的標題在那裏放著。
時間比較急,中文也只是草草瀏覽了幾遍,可是還是立刻就難受到不行。
心疼。疼得厲害。
他似乎在像我們求救,呵呵,不太妥當的説法。
但是真的,他需要,好需要我們的支持和鼓勵。好多好多。
我想也許我可以高興這一次的瓶頸,我是和他一起度過的。陪著他度過的。
可是誰都不能想象到這是一種怎樣的苦痛,如果他沒有親身經歷的話。
我站在旁邊看,也看到心痛得無以復加。
Dear, 你就是這樣成長的……
在不停的矛盾和瓶頸的踫撞中。
成長出一個最完美的DT。
下午回來,仔仔細細讀他的文章。英文的,用心讀。然後才編輯了上午草草發得回帖。
David,
I think that you can imagine how worried I was when I read this mail at first. I really feel distressed about you, my dear. About the troubles you are meeting with, I can say nothing. I was so so worried that I skipped my lunch. David, do you know you are the WHOLE of me? You smile, then I smile; you are confused, then I am confused. My Dave!
But David, listen to what I want to say now.
You said,
引用:
I experience a lot of self-doubt, confusion, frustration and depression during each production of a new album. But this process is essential because otherwise nothing new will emerge.
It seems that you know the truth well and I know you can do. Then Dave, I believe that you'll recover. You won't achieve a brand new DT if there's such a hard period. No matter what happen you are the DT that I love so much, now and forever.
Herein, I wanna said DT! Do what you wanna do. It's necessary for you to get a new height. And I'll try my best to change all the worry to more patience, support and love.
And,
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Therefore, I am delighted to have this forum in which I can “chat” and share with my friends and supporters thoughts and ideas I may have.
Oh do you know how excited I am when I read this?? Firstly I consider this mail as a total one that you confabulate with us and tell us some difficults you are meeting with. But you can still put us in your heart. Dear Dave, I got nothing to say now.
In a word! Don't be afraid of anything. Your happiness, let us share with you; your sorrow, let us share with you, too. We are yours. Just for you. Nothing else at all.
We are right here for you, now and forever.
Dave, 我知道你看得到。你要多少鼓勵,要多少愛,來到這裡,我們都可以給你。
God will guide and bless you.