I started the joke
(I hurted myself.It’s none of your business.Never feel so guilty.)
你向左走，擦身而过，打翻往事的红酒。Say “Sorry,I don’t mean it.”
我向右走，惊慌失措，迷失回忆的街头。Say “Was?Alles egal.”
对白错位，舞台分裂，拾起纪念的御守。Say “Bye.I do miss you.”
十指纠结，沉默许久，倒置时间的沙漏。Say “Never mind,it’s just a joke.”
I started the joke,that’s why you have to go.
情不自禁或是覆水难收，只能暂时收留在思绪的渠沟。
倔强的坚持或是无奈的放下，最后结局只是喊“咔”。
如果一切原本是笑话，何必费力挣扎？何必残留牵挂？
I know it’s just a joke,but something just can’t move on.
伪装的从容却在擦身而过的一顷刻崩塌。
I know it’s just a joke,but my mind just can’t quit you.
埋藏的情感却在四目相对的一瞬间萌芽。
或许爱情对你只是流水不是流沙，我的拥抱不是港湾只是沙发。
激情退去只剩下疲倦，入戏太深让付出琐碎地一地残渣。
I know it’s a joke.’cos I started the joke.The story of us is a joke.
But the biggest joke says that my love is not a joke.
2006-9-14
