— 你感受的到么?我真的不想说话……
高三语文老师临走前,终于说出了很长时间压抑着的话,也终于放出了高中生活第一次眼泪。好感谢她,能陪我到很晚,整个教师里只有两个人和一圈圈没有对话的谈话。
也许我们真的不能改变现状,但是我们还有希望让爱继续。
看着电视里永远不会倒退的历史画面,一遍又一遍的重复。看到每一个纽约人的惊悚,每一条街区的狼籍。惟有这个时候,才看到每个人都热爱自己的生命,也才看到每个人也热爱着他人的生命。很多人在尘土散去后,带着忍不住的泪水赤手去寻找掩埋的生命。彼此没有人认识,但却像同族兄弟一样配合着工作。没有往日喧闹的声音,没有丧失亲人般的哭喊……
已经没有人再在意自己生命的安危,他们都默默接受着生命的压迫;没有人在意自己是否出现在了全世界的面前,他们只是相信未来有一天,他们一定会坚强起来。
They know who they are, they know what they do, they know why they do.
But they didn’t know who did so, they didn’t believe what they did, they didn’t know why they did so.
他们知道他们自己是谁,知道自己一直在做什么,知道为何而做。
但在那一刻,他们不知道是谁做出这样的事情,他们不相信那些事情发生在了他们身上,他们更不清楚为什么会这样做。
《黑色柳丁》
One very early Tuesday morning last year I was awaken by a phone call from a close friend. She told me to immediately turn on the TV and watch the news. What I was about to see that morning was to change my life. Unfolding before my eyes was the destruction of New York City and the Twin Towers. I watched the panic stricken faces and the tragedy unfold but for some reason my mid was a blank. I just lay there in my bed numb from the shock and disbelief. Everything looked like a scene from a movie but the horror was that it was a reality.
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